I thought I could stay happy when baby booked in, but it looks like I can't. I wasn't in a very good mood today and vent my frustration on someone I think. As a result, I didn't speak much in school.

I'm just waiting for Friday to quickly come, so that I can see baby. Oh! Daddy's coming back on the 31st and I don't know if I can go to the airport on that day. When Daddy's back, I can get my new phone already. Baby is bent on changing to the same phone as me. He just doesn't listen to me when I tell him to save money. Back to Daddy anyway, have I grown to be so close to baby that he can replace my father? Why don't I feel as happy as last time, when Daddy came back from China? No. No. No. It CANNOT be. Nobody can ever replace my father. Argh! I'm thinking too far.



Fuck off bastard.
You'd better distance yourself from my mother.
Go back to your rubbish dump jerk.
Stop wasting my precious time.
I'm showing my respect to you only because
of your relationship with my father and
respecting my mother's decision.
I never needed an OUTSIDER'S care and concern.

(Both my mother and my father are not having a relationship outside. It's not what you think it is.)